Finding the right words to say to you

"I love you" and "Goodbye".

That's all, I'm waiting and perhaps I can't love you like how I did in the past anymore. I need to show you that I'm fine without you even deep inside I'm dying. I hope you won't chance upon this post(anyway, its very less likely for you to).
I just love you, and since you request for me to give up on you time and again. This time, I'm gonna give up. Yes, I'm gonna act as I've given up.


Deep down, I'm still waiting. I'm still the old me, waiting for you. :')
I believe in us, I really do.