Four months ago

Exactly four months ago, about this time I wasn't home yet. I was crying somewhere out there.
Exactly four months ago, the night wasn't dry like today, it was cold and raining heavily. I did not wear enough to keep myself warm.
Exactly four months ago, I feel so much like dying...

Four months ago, things could have changed if you made the decision to.

The number 13 still haunts me. 13Feb 2009 was once of my happiest day as it was my very FIRST date out with a guy alone.
13 May 2010, I was sad and scared, I do not know how to handle break ups.


Now, four months have passed. I'm learning and still trying to be strong.