Break up, break down, break through

Gave myself sufficient time to get over you. You know what? Its been proven I'm still stucked right at where I am five months ago. Isn't it?

I doubt my ability to get over you, I tried. I mean I really did. I was outgoing, I tried going out with different types of people, guys.. I really tried and since that was what you wanted as well.

I'm sorry I let you down once again. I just can't un-love you. I can't.


It's November already.. As I always say, time is ticking away, never will it stop for us. I'm fearful. I'm tired. I'm scared. I miss you and I love you. I really do.