I wonder why.
Why am I still standing all alone here, when you were supposed to be by my side?
Can't you see, you were supposed to be standing beside me, equally.
Didn't we promised to grow old together? Didn't we say to do so many things together in the
future? Didn't we think of so much about our future jobs, marriage, children, houses?
These weren't all my wishful thoughts. These were all the empty promises and words you gave and left behind for me. For me to complete it on my own.
But baby, I'm telling you I couldn't do it. I ain't as strong as you imagined me to be, I'm collapsing, I'm breaking, I'm dying. Yet, you are so firm on leaving. You do not even bother to look back, to reminisce or to even think about me..
While me, still stucked right here, believing that you'll fulfill your words and promises, waiting for you to turn back and at least look at me, for the very last time. To relive everything, I don't expect us to return to our original state, I just want us to be back together again, as a couple - a pair.
But I guess, you're turning in the corner and never having a chance to look back anymore.
And I'll never live to the day where our hearts beat as one again, anymore.
Could you hear my heart shattering?
You used to be all broken when I was upset, yet now. I'm already heartbroken, but you do not care, at a single all.
Can't you see, you were supposed to be standing beside me, equally.
Didn't we promised to grow old together? Didn't we say to do so many things together in the
future? Didn't we think of so much about our future jobs, marriage, children, houses?
These weren't all my wishful thoughts. These were all the empty promises and words you gave and left behind for me. For me to complete it on my own.
But baby, I'm telling you I couldn't do it. I ain't as strong as you imagined me to be, I'm collapsing, I'm breaking, I'm dying. Yet, you are so firm on leaving. You do not even bother to look back, to reminisce or to even think about me..
While me, still stucked right here, believing that you'll fulfill your words and promises, waiting for you to turn back and at least look at me, for the very last time. To relive everything, I don't expect us to return to our original state, I just want us to be back together again, as a couple - a pair.
But I guess, you're turning in the corner and never having a chance to look back anymore.
And I'll never live to the day where our hearts beat as one again, anymore.
Could you hear my heart shattering?
You used to be all broken when I was upset, yet now. I'm already heartbroken, but you do not care, at a single all.
posted by Jiaying at
10:54 PM
4 Comments:
Somehow i regret not having more memories filled with her, i regret not having enough money to bring her to more places to build more memories. i regret those times i didnt take a closer concern towards whats happening just blindly loving her thinking that i love her is all that matters. But actually maybe there is why i neglected some other areas that another person did better cause he sees clearer. do u? =)
No, I did not regret. I am not afraid to say this, but I really cherished every moment spent together with him.
Its how irony isn't it? When you cherishes, you loses. When you don't, you loses too.
:)
true. some times when i thought im fine i will still get "attack" by memories :D! guess its always the best to be the leaving party
Nah. I doubt so.
I think loss isn't one-sided. I believe they feel sad about it too. As love was present all the while, how could it not be hurting for them, as well? (:
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