Yup, yesterday was spent with classmates visiting our teachers! Yooohoooo!~ It was a success although we spent a very very long time waiting for some latecomers..
First stop, we visited MissTan(our form teacher) in the afternooon. Jessie and me was the first, so we talked about some relationship issues in MissTan's room. Heh, and the rest arrived an hour later. Munched sotong balls and nuggets and off we left as we had to rush to our next destination.
Supposed to meet the guys @ 6pm. But well.. Many latecomers so our time were all dragged.. Only managed to get everyone at 6.40 at Paya Lebar. Took 28 to Mrs Chua house, many things happened along the journey.. HAHHAH. Had Pizzas which I did not even have a single slice of it. Lol. Played Blackjack lost 18bucks in total as I was the banker in the first round and had to pay everyone double. Lady luck wasn't with me.. So I lost. Left her house at 8.30. Everyone was so fascinated with her personal lift she had in her house! Its damn cool I swear. So we took it and led us to the pool. Had oranges at the poolside. So fun!!!! Headedhome afterthat. And accompanied my sister down to eat at 10. Yummmmmm my hungry pangs! No food was available so we decided to turn to cup noodles. Had cup noodles at some void decks.
Fulfiling talks with my sis. 11.15 and we headed home (:

Yesterday was one of my fucking awesome day. I really did enjoy with my classmates.

Yeah, so as usual outings on Fridays :D Wanted to go F21 for a mini shopping spree, but failed miserably ): Had Aston for lunch and the rest, lazy to elaborate.. Heh, my Victoria Secret handbag :D So happy, it looks quite nice though. However!!!! I found out that recently many people had gotten the same brand, same design handbag as me!!! Rah. Sad. Nvm. And the saddest thing is that, my school bag is now spoiled! Damn. New bag came, another bag spoil!!!!! D:
Anyway Baby came over to my house for dinner afterthat.

Today's TOTO 10million!! Anyone win?? I bought, but did not win.. My daddy bought even more. Woah~

Here's a picture of junior playing computer games with Baby.. HAHAHHA. Junior goes: "CAR-CAR."

Super engrossed! 2years old, playing computer games! OMG. BABY TEACH HIM BADDD.

Baby out for movie with his friends. Yay, we had an agreement. Starting from next week. He will have to devote the whole of his fridays on me. Put it simply, it means he can only spend it with me!!! Friends shoooo! HHAHAH, am i a meanie? ):

Ms Tan house tmr. Yay.

3.23m last night.

Baby expressed how much he loved me and how badly he wants me to be his wife. Looking at his messages I was so happy that I knocked my face on the wall. And the next thing was, lips bled. And I even thought I was dreaming?!?! WTF.

Baby recover soon

Yup, Baby have been sick for 3 days already. ): Making me bored, no messages from him as he gets tired very easily. LOL.
Math Common Test tmr, pray hard that it doesn't get too difficult! Collected my bag today, yay another new handbag ^^
Now my Bebe wallet is getting torned and ugly :\ I really did take care of it, but idk why the gold linings are all dropping off and it looks so dirty! Gah. Must be my school bag. MUST BE!! I wanna new wallet lei Baby. Don't scold me please ):
And I gotta walk to school tomorrow. Stop eating too much in school. As I'm spending too much money on cab.
Sighhhhh. Money come, money flies. My 1K almost used up already. ):

What a day ~

Some people in school just don't know how to keep their eyes to themselves.
Like, we're in Sec 4 now grow up please. Stop your staring games, it ain't funny.
True to say, I dont hate you that much, but you made my hatred grow after this. I wish next time you walked past me, you'll stop giving me your sick + sickening face.
IF.YOU.THINK.I.AM.REFERRING.TO.YOU.YOU.ARE.RIGHT.


Anyway
Baby fell sick, awww! Saw my pri school best friend while otw back home! She's still the best among all friends I made! I swear!
Doing Summary now and have yet to bathe..

Baby slept for the whole day. Cool!

Just had a long talk with one of my darling, hope she's goddamn fine now!!!
And I realised we had many in common, ):
FML
DO MY HOMEWORK NOW.
AND I PASSED MATH.
\M/

Hello! I am back, miss me??

So.. My friday was spent with my Babyboy. Hmm, caught Persy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. Nice movie though there wasn't any popcorns for me to pop in my mouth!!!! :@
Then around 7 went home as we had a 'Family Visiting'. Our boyfriends joined us as we visited my mum's pri schl friend. Heh, had dinner at their house and played Blackjack. Won a pathetic amount of $$. But nvm (:
Around 12 midnight we ended the game and Daddy sent MY BABYBOY home. HAH!

As for Saturday, today.. Hmmmm. Woke up early although slept late.. Made Suan Pan Zi with Daddy as we have guests in the evening. Anyway Suan Pan Zi is a traditional dish and most welcomed dish for the Hakkas. Yup, I'm a Hakka :D Actually Daddy was expecting my Baby to wake up early and help us. But.. After waiting in vain for like so long, we decided to start ourselves.
Baby only woke up @ 3!! When he promised to reach my house @ 3!!! Argh. So he only reached my house @ 4 in the evening. Thankfully, the guests have not arrived yet.
So around 5plus, many people starts to flow into our house, filling our house with humans and many little childrens! Eat, went down Mart.. Played Blackjack and went down to Mart again to meet Baby's friends. Lol, we did Lao Yu Sheng? Idk how to spell. But it was kinda weird. I never had Lao Yu Sheng with my friends before, and now I'm having it with baby's friends! HAHAH. After awhile, we went up again to play BLACKJACK all the way till 11.45.
So yup, Baby just left. I just had my bath too. SHIOK.
Turning in soon.
Nights.

These are called 'Memories'

Junior leaving our household. No, I should say he have left. An abrupt decision made by his Mum. But guess we all have to accept, he's not my brother, only my nephew. Sigh.
We carried him home since he was 3 month old till now. A whole of 2 years. Memories stays. His laughters and cries still echoes in my ear.. We all missed him. I find it really difficult to accept life without him. 2 years ago, our family welcomed to take care of him with open hands, no strings attached, no conditions at all. We accepted to take care of this little baby.. We agreed upon it. We got used to it, we loved him like our younger brother. Till now, we had to adapt to the changes. The fact that he had left us.
A little difficult for us. But we had to think for Junior, he had no sense of belonging at all. To his brothers, his house is not his. Its like, he do not belong to that family. But now we had to correct everything. Junior follows his Dad's surname, not ours. We had to accept the fact that Junior had left, and he must go. From the beginning when we accepted to take care of him,we knew that this day would come. We just had to accept this, we have no right to stop him from going back.

Every picture, tells a story.

14th Feb, Valentines' and CNY. Woah, a verhli BZ day for me ): Woke up verhli early and bai nian to my parents and grandparents ^^ HongBao collected and carried on visiting my maternal grandma! And came home to receive guests, my uncles, aunts and everyone from my Dad's side came over. And we played BANLUCK. I forgot if I did win or not because I was BZ spamming calls to wake baby up! And he came around 6, when he came, Ethan left lol! So he stayed around I forgot what time, 10-11? As I was holding him backk from him visiting his friends.

Hmmmm, a sneak preview of what I did for our First Year + Valentines'. Apart from this, I bought a couple jersey from Everlast for both of us. Which I passed him 2 weeks before the actual day, he didn't like it alot. But Im sure he liked the card I made!! Hard work lei.

Side track abit ah

Resminscing the past.. 1 year had just flew past like this. A tad too fast. But I'm glad that we're making much progress in our relationship, as my parents did not object to our relationship it made things turn out more smoothly for us. Whereby, they dote on you, disturbs you like how they normally did to me. I can see, our relationship is on the right track. With no obsacles infront of us.. You are my future...

Ohyes, Eve of CNY our family went Chinatown to walk around and enjoy the atmosphere! HAHHA, was damn damn damn crowded. And We didn't see the firecrackers burn, we only smelt the gun powder ):

Second day of CNY we went my Dad's cousin house for steamboat and left for other places which I had forgotten. Came home around 12plus or so.

Third day, Sun have not shine into my room's window I was awakened by my mum!!! Carried on visitings continuously like crazy!! This year was really rush as we had too many places to visit unlike last year which was much more relaxing. I still remembered on the second day of CNY's night I ate too much and had indigestion ): In conclusion, this year CNY was a tad too rush. Had to sleep late, wake up early and rush everywhere. Lucky, we had our F1 racer with us which was Daddy! Heh. I'm typing too much here in this space, guess I shall stop and study for the test tmrw. Loves.

Ohyes b4 I go,

I shall present this cute little pie. He's my cousin! Our age gap is like a solid of 15years man! Damnz, I shall admit I'm old ):

But this little cousin of mine here is really cute to the max as he is so chubbyz like a ball and fair!

He's so nice to cuddle, and I dared to carry him! He's only 3 month old! I pro or what? HAHHA.

The irony of love

Sometimes I am irony too :\
Was just wondering how could me and baby get into quarrels so often.. It ain't healthy for our relationship.
Well, had a mini shopping spree today afternoon. Hoped to get like some dresses, but it failed again. FAR EAST PLAZA YOU FAILED ME SO BADLY ):

Got a skirt for myself. Wait, its baby who bought it for me.
Saw many lucky girls carrying bouquet of flowers, envies! I never had a chance to carry roses out. Because my silly baby would always send it to my house doorstep! *&^%$^&*^%$#%^%
But, I am pleased to say that he made an effort to place an order for my Victoria Secret online ^^
A new handbag coming in my way sooon! Love it. I just mentioned it 1 time to him, and thats all it takes for my new handbaggy! Heh!!!!!
Well, back to our outing.. Was nothing at all, saw so many people wearing BEBE shirt and Baby kept asking me if I wanna??? But please! Its frgging not worth to spend 80bucks on a plain tee? Noooo man. Thats not the way to spend money.

Nao baby celebrating friend's bday again! Yes its againnnnnnn... He's invited by my parents to join our reunion dinner! But he rejected lei! ):

Happy neww year ppl!!!!

And I am utterly sorry for the lack of pictures no pictures at all!!
Because I hate taking pics, dont ask why!!!

I AM TIRED

I AM SICK(as in literally I fell sick)

I AM HAPPY

I AM HUNGRY

I AM LOVED

I AM CLEVER

I AM WHO FOR WHAT I AM



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I AM A GIRL...

Today was a disaster. God is playing me out again.
I feel so broken..

My first priority was always loving you, but misunderstandings always come in our way.
Long term relationship are hard to maintain, everyone knows it. That is why, I need your help so badly in solving all the problems we have now. It just can't be me alone, putting in all effort trying to salvage this relationship. I am just too tired.
We are not acting as 1.
So sick and tired of mending this big hole here and another bigger hole comes for me to mend again.
I need a break badly. Because every step I take is like walking on fire..

Yesterday was because of misunderstanding, and today.. Another one.
How many more do we have to deal with?




I am starting to doubt our ability..

This year's valentine gonna turn out into a big shit.
I am not looking forward to it at all.
I dont wanna be that big fool, putting my hopes so high up on you.
Cause I know, I'll fall real hard and bad.

HAHAHHAHAH! Guess whattt?!?!?!??!?!

My blog is pictureless!



Funny muchiezz?

Nightie! I can't sleep now I swear. My eyes are swollen and I find it very difficult to open it up ): Gonna wear specs to school tomorrow to cover them! Anyway, Semakau Island is tomorrowww. Gonna go there after school and be there for a long day under the hot blazing sun...........
And thurs have remedial for premium members! YAY, me and jessie are one of them -.-

Okay, baby's having a headache and he's at his friend houseeee.
Hope he'll come my house for dinner tomorrow!
&&& Me and him are fine now, yay. I guess everyone in relationship have this problem aye? Even my sister have it too ):
Alrighty, luv my honey.

Facade

I don't want to do this any longer.

Its really tiring giving you so many calls per day. I know you dislike it when I call you, but what can I do?
I really want to spend more time with you, I am trying to squueze out every time of mine that is free to be with you. But whats the point of doing all these when you don't even bother. Look at the time now! How much time we wasted. How many times did I call you since I ended school? And how many times you said you'll call me back when you didnt, at all.
You know, I'm tired of all these shits.
Like what I told you just now, from today onwards I will promise myself not to care about you that much, stop giving you calls.
It is really tiring. Here I am putting so much effort onto our relationship, but there you are not giving a damn about all these shit.

We knew all along our relationship had this problem was having too little communication between each other, yet you're not solving it. And what we have to do next? Just sit back and watch as our love dies and our relationship fail on each other?
Another 12days would mark our 1st year being together.
And I don't know if you would even bother to read this whole long shit here!
I don't want any presents for our 1st year, I want nothing but just your care and love. Nothing elso matters more than these.

Its tiring for me, waking up early to go to school, study hard a real nerd and having to deal with such trivial matters after a long day in school.

Life sucked real bad.

And humans, guess what? Couples just have to go through all these quarrellings and squabbling so they would be closer. Contradicting? But true. I will try my best to slove our problems, we gotta work together on this problem, baby.


Bet I gotta wait 3 hours before my handphone will ring.

Hello February (:

Okay, baby's out again. Feel so lonely now zzzzz. Got him our anniversary present already, and he forced me to reveal what that was! Now he knows it, and he doesn't seems to like it!! ):
Heartbreaks!!

Like this song playing right now, but I can't seem to download it ):
Grrrrr, reply my message plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.