I want to be as heartless as you.
At times, a part of me just feel like letting you go. Letting go of the pain, the love, the memories. I don't want to suffer all the time.
We women have the right to choose our happiness - when you feel that the feeling isn't right, you let go. You pursue for the happiness which you rightfully deserve, not the pain.
And then another part of me just live in the past of ours. And it just hurts like hell to let go. I keep holding on even it is hurting me, no matter what.
We did not quarrel, but I'm just sorting out my feelings if he was the right choice.. If he isn't, I don't see the point holding onto this relationship feeling hurt every now and then.
Yesterday I was having my stupid fits and Baby came over to hold my hand.
And then I told him this,
"Even if you want to hold my hands, but I don't want to. Our hands won't be held tightly together. Vice versa."
So I said we both must want to hold each other's hands then our hands would be held tightly together.
And he replied, "hold tight very hot lah." .....
We women have the right to choose our happiness - when you feel that the feeling isn't right, you let go. You pursue for the happiness which you rightfully deserve, not the pain.
And then another part of me just live in the past of ours. And it just hurts like hell to let go. I keep holding on even it is hurting me, no matter what.
We did not quarrel, but I'm just sorting out my feelings if he was the right choice.. If he isn't, I don't see the point holding onto this relationship feeling hurt every now and then.
Yesterday I was having my stupid fits and Baby came over to hold my hand.
And then I told him this,
"Even if you want to hold my hands, but I don't want to. Our hands won't be held tightly together. Vice versa."
So I said we both must want to hold each other's hands then our hands would be held tightly together.
And he replied, "hold tight very hot lah." .....
posted by Jiaying at
8:51 PM
3 Comments:
Cheer up (:
you do deserve to be happy, yknow. and you deserve the love that you want. if he makes you sad all the time, then he's just weighing you down. and you won't be happy, so what's the point of love, then?
hope he starts treating you right soon. <3
Anonymous - Thanks(: I will.
Weiling - Thanks, really thanks.
I hope that he'll treat me better soon. Thats the only thing I'm praying for.
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