I abhor the gap between us

I can't describe how bad it feels to feel a barrier away from you. We're world apart. And for how much love brought us together to, we're getting away from it. So far away from how we used to be. And this hurts, this is one feeling that hurt so much. And I don't like it this way. I seriously don't.


I don’t want you to be a permanent part of my life, since the only thing that I get from you is what? Pain, rejection and other words similar and in the same wavelength with those words. Why?