Sunday, January 31, 2010

OHYEA I AM SO HAPPY ^^

Had the thought of going facial today with my sister, in the end only she went. While I went shopping alone. Her facial took around an hour, so I went walking around the malls. Yeah, an hour is all I need to spend a hundred bucks. Lol, somebody spank my fingers pleasee!!!

Tomorrow is first of feb already! Another 14days counting from now, exactly 2 weeks! Sad to say, I don't think I can afford to meet baby on our big day ):
Now he's outside enjoying, while I am very sadly preparing myself for school tomorrow D':

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Ohwell, yesterday(friday) have been a really unlucky day for me!
I had two different people knocking onto me while I was ordering food!! First is during recess time. This fucker had neither balls nor brain, not te even say that he had the guts to apologise! Fucking pissed.
Second was having lunch at Bugis Junction, a big sized girl wearing school uniform knocked onto me and caused me splashing sauces on others. Zzz resulted in a big mess.
Why am I so unlucky?? Bad friday? No I checked the calender, it wasn't!!!!!!!
And I walked the whole Bugis St. Baby volunteered to sponsor again(!!!)
BUT, found nothing. Ended up empty handed ):
Baby came up my house for his dinner. And went home after that..



Today(saturday), woke up early went MAC breakfast with junior!!! And bought my drawing block and food for kakak. Went home, lazed around and jogged. Was sweating buckets!!!
Came home bathe and lazed around while waiting for mummy. Headed for little chloe's chalet. She's turning 2 on the first day of Feb! Awesome little cutie pieeee!!!
Just got home and had a shower. Feel so fab now..

And I wanna say, I'm ohso lucky today!!! Only baby knows why! :DDDDD

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Yeah, I just pray that tonight gonna be a peaceful night for both of us. No quarrellings. ^^V
Had been having many dramatic nights for the whole week today. I'm tired.

Tomorrow gonna be the last day of school of the week, and January gonna be over.

February is here! The big occassion is coming, 14Feb is a really BIG day for me and Baby.
No, ofcourse we're not getting married on that day! It is our first year anniversary + Valentines' Day + First Day of CNY!!!!! Tell me big or not?!?!?! 3 ocassions fall on the same day leh!!
But if you ask me will me and Baby get married next 10years the Valentines' Day, it will be a NO lor. Cause I don't think anyone will want to attend our wedding ceremony cause it was suppose to be a honeymoon day. So I won't be stupid to marry on that day. Hhahah, I love you baby.

I know we will get married with each other one day.
I know this sounds ridiculous coming out from a 16year old girl, but I am mature enough to think.
10 years later, my friends and families will witness me walking down the aisle holding my dad's hand and thats where he passes my hand to the arm of my husband. And both of us will honour our promises to love and care for each other till the end..
It really sounds fake and ridiculous!!!!! But those who are laughing and mocking at me upon reading this post, I'll prove you guys wrong.

I love you baby!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

School was mundane, had health checkups today. Boring. Ended school pretty late and headed to polyclinic ALONE. Reason being, my pig baby was unable to wake up ):
I waited alone at there for so long, was pretty very upset and angry with him. Spammed him with thousands of calls. Finally my prince woke up. Lol, lazy to elaborate much.
Just dyed my hair AGAIN. Yes, 2 times in 2 days. Lol.

Well, thanks baby for all your books and notes! Yay.
And I have cure for my rotten finger now with potassium solution that the doctor prescribed for me. Lol, and yes my prince baked pineapple tart at my house just now!!!! HOORAY.
Our 1st year coming, so fast lei but think again like so slow. Contradicting.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Oh holy! I've not meet my ZhangChao like 2days alr!! %$#$&*&^%$#@&*^

It feels like hellsxzxzx.
Oh whatever. I feel like skipping school tomorrow to visit a doctor for my rotten finger, it seems much worse now. Fuck.

Ahem, woke up at 7.30 today with my sister to make our way to commonwealth and collect our pullovers. Its like so nice lor!!!! Hahah, who interested tell me I can help you order ^^
So, we made our way there and collected our dresses and went bedok to get some groceries for baking pineapple tarts. Too bad, baby wasn't there with me ):
Anyway the pineapple tart we made was way too yummy!! HAHAHHASZXZX

Ok, i'll stop here my rotten finger is itching like mad fuck!!!!

School tomorrow.. Yay

Friday, January 22, 2010

You lit up my world. ♥

Well, enough of being emotional! I am so happy now cansxzxzz.
I completed 2 of my dnt problems identification and maths homework following up is Physics.
Its been a long time since i've been this hardworking! I love my attitude in learning now! Keep it up.

Tomorrow gonna continue with History!!!!

Yay, must catch a movie next weeek already!!!
And get some clothes for babyand me! Yeaaaa, he's gg on tertiary soon, need some new jeans and shirts!!!!
And I am craving for Victoria's Secret handbag. Its affordable.. Victoria's or Longchamp??

I must get a new handbag after my cash is back!
School have been great. Outing with boyfriend today. Been to many places, shopping for my clothes as baby volunteered to be the sponsor. ^^V
BUT the worst part was, no clothes + timing fucking limited. Kept rushing here and there. Baby's money all flew to cab fare's. Zzzzz.
I am proud that baby have been standing by my side, kept consoling me throughout. Well, here's a big kiss for you MUACKS.


Despite rushing for one whole day.
Despite wasting money on cab fares
Despite missing our movies to save time.
Despite all those things we did...
I still got scolded.

(*&^%$#@$%^&*&^%$#!!!!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Was busy whole day this afternoon spending my time doing mindmaps on DnT.
Did not intend to blog, but I shall make this an exception.

I came across this on Facebook. I wanna share this girl's agony and pain that she suffered in those 44 days of torture. Spend some time to read it. Like what it said, once you've read it, its not easily forgotten.

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READ ALL BELOW TO KNOW WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH!

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For 44 days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.


WARNING: FOR STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEARTS ONLY:


On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.


The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with "a friend" and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys' loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming "Human rights aren't needed for brutes."[2] Furuta's real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of "committing bodily injury that resulted in death", rather than murder. Boy A's parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta's family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko's parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter's killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

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DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I totally hate today! Everything sucked.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Finally, back from camp! It was really fun, having to play lotsa games.. Not to mention, the sea breeze!!! But only one thing was sacrificed. That was my legs!! All filled with mosquitoes kisses.

Guess those who missed the camp would regret fr the rest of their life! Muahahah.
Bought cherry with me so i didn't had a hard time there without Baby...

Now, scratching my mosquitoes kisses ahh!!!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Tomorrow would be the Overseas Camp alr! And I would be back only on Friday night... How sad.. Unable to spend our anniversary tgt with baby.. ): Sigh.
Anyway he would be sending me to school tmr morning! HEEHEEEEE. I am so lucky to have a boyfriend like him!
Today lessons ended pretty late. Got home changed and prepared, went over to meet baby and had our really late lunch at The Cafe Cartel. Their speciality St.louis pork ribs is rly nice! But the serving is too big. Could hardly finish it.. And baby had to cut it for me nicely and force me to finish it up.. Walked around and went home. Baby and Ethan had dinner at our house. After dinner, headed down to Tmart to get my stuffs for camp.. Came home, got things packed and Baby left around 10 nearly 11. I hope he could stay longer as I wanna spend more time w him.. But in order to maintain the good impression fr my parents, he have to leave early. So, he left. Now I'm blogging and chatting w him on MSN.



My half-finished St.louis pork ribs Baby busy eating his chicken cutlet. Hehee. We wore the same out today! Both red. Like big red packet!
Baby's half finished cutlet! Really yummy.




Happy Eleven months to you in advance baby. Hope you really enjoyed this eleven months spent tgt with me. You're my awesome boyfriend. I love you for who you are.

And know what?? Gonna miss baby like fuck during camp. Although its just 3 short days. But.. Aiya dno how to explain. Gg to sleep sooon. Its turning 12am!

Monday, January 11, 2010

Oh well.. Lessons are great today, with exception of math test totally screwed :/
And I totally hate veera the prata seller.. Now become street sweeper -.-
Yes! And O' level theme for this year's DnT is out. It is SELECTION!!!!
God damnz it. Sounds difficult!!! God blesssssss. I want A1 pls.

Oh and yes I got my new precious ytd! I bought a Omnia II! Kinda difficult to use. And now I have just transferred all my songs from com to my phone. Phew.. More to come.
When I got a new phone, Baby got his Ipod 160gb. My phone only 9gb!
Out tmr w him, and the day next is my Overseas camp la!!! I feel sad, cos i know i'm gonna be lonely over there!!!! But, I'm sure gonna have fun! Heh.

My little boy is having his sleep now after a long day out. Sleep tight baby! Youknowiloveyouverymuch!



My phone is huge and heavy!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Saturday morning was spent in school, FlagDay!!!! Got cip hours de lei..
Went home and slept till 2plus. Waited for Baby to wake up, used com and went Gym tgt.
Woah, we're so fit now! After Gym around 7.30plus, passed by FOX. Bought our hooooood! We have the same color and I'm gonna bring it to camp! Heh.
Went tmart and had our dinner there. Yum..
Came home and baby stayed a little while till 10plus and he went home.
Now he's playing his Dota and I can't help but feeling a little angry! I dont know why, I keep telling myself its justa game just a game. Gah, forget it.
Gonna turn in soon and collect my pay later on again. Money is coming!
I hope it won't be a crossed cheque anymore.

Bye.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Today school was boring!!!!! After school, flew home and got changed into my yellow banana bikini and left. Me, Sis and Ethan were waiting for my little baby at our house bus stop! He's like so long and I am perspiring like mad alr!


And then he arrived and we went to E!hub, had our really filling lunch at this cafe. Their food and side dishes taste and look almost like Aston. But I am sorry Buddy Hoagies! I still prefer Aston over you! SORRY!!


Baby's fish and chips is making me drool.




And here's mine. Beef Bolognese. Don't look that fantastic and appealing right?

And here is Ethan's-i-am-not-sure-what-chop is that.



And me feeding my little baby our mushroom soup! Their soup is nice, rich & creamy!!!



And, here's my sis lunch. Look nice right?? I love their corn on the cob! So sweeet.



Ok and baby feeding me the garlic bread! HAHAHHA. I look greedy.




After our lunch, did not wanted to waste any more time. Headed to Wild Wild Wet!
4tickets for 4 of us!


Here's a picture of my bikini bottom! I love the robbons by the side. BUT I hate the entire bottom because its so loose and big! Don't fit me at all. Have to keep tying tighter and tighter!! Or the ribbon would keep coming out!




Me and my sisters! YEAH. She's like, as short as ever! hahahha. And I did not even stand straight in this picture!


Yellow bikini with a yellow clip and a yellow slipper!


Actually the 4 of us had the same type of slipper with the same color and brought from newurbanmale as well! But well, didn't take a picture of it as they claimed its lame ):
Well, I am tired after a long day out! Baby is now out celebrating his friend's birthday again!!! Hope you enjoy yourself baby!
Tomorrow gonna wake up early for CIP. Gahhhh, its really boring to go to school on a weekend!
Am collecting my commission this sunday! Yeah, I feel rich again. Heh, gonna go on another mini shopping spree! I wanna get another new bikini!(baby will complain, confirm!)
I hope my amount of peeeektures did not bore you out! Heh. Bye.
Getting my Ipod touch soon!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

This is for baby to read ^^

TP open house today! Had a visit over there.. I am interested in Psychology studies!
Met my Mr Zhang Chao at Tp with his friends there, had chicken chop yummy!
And went home soon.. Was drizzling and I really love it when baby, you carried my bag! Its like when I am primary 1, daddy always carry my bag for me. HEH

Now my little boy is having lotsa fun playing poker with his friends at his house, neglecting me again ):
But, he told me his plan for our future and I am really very excited for it! I know we can do it! HEHEHEH, maybe some other people may say that we're thinking too far.. But I don't think so, because time pass really fast and we have to plan everything well. Baby's plan made me feel so secure. HEHEHEE. He is responsible and girls love responsible guys. Yes ladies?

WILD WILD WET TOMORROW. I hope you can come pick me from school. Yes baby?

Give me some time, I will change my blogskin ASAP, I know this looks horrible! HAHHAHA.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words. A boy who will still give time to his friends. A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out. I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to. A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat. A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself. A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by. A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them. A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable.


I've got the boy I want.

My loved one, zhang chao

Am meeting Baby everyday now because I know very soon I'll have very little time left to spend with him.. Few more months, just another few. I would be going tuitions and staying in school till late to enquire questions from teachers. But baby I promise you, once all these is over I'll repay all the time I missed with you. 11months coming soon, another week.
Thanks for always ensuring me with your messages saying that we'll be marrying each other when we grow older..
And always screaming 'i love you' on the phone, to me when you're dead drunk. I know its so true.. Each time you get drunk, no matter how late is it. 5, 6, 7am you'll give me a call saying you love me. Makes me feel so loved.
I know you're not that romantic kind of guy. You're a wood block always waiting for me to take the initiative. :DDD My wood block baby. My cutest boy. Tears and joy are always shared with you. We'd laughed so hard tgt so many times.. My happiest moments are spent with you.
You never fail to give me suprises. Each suprise you gave me would be telling me in advance and its not a suprise anymore. HAHA! But still I'm happy for what you've did and gave me. I feel the love.. Even till now, I can't deny that our love is growing stronger each and every day. It is so amazing to know someone like you, you're special and have what other guys dont have. To sum it all up, you're wonderful.
I remember on our 10 month you sent me another assuring message again. You told me that even though we made alot of mistakes tgt but our relationship is still standing strong.
Heheee, I always save all these messages in my phone. But when I ask you to read, you'll complain its all mushy and refusing to read it. :D


Hehe. I know you'll complain to me for typing out so much words like an essay. Its so wordy! But what matters is, I love you!

Monday, January 4, 2010

WOAH, first day of school today! I don't feel the thrill or any nervous-ness anymore! I'm a grown-up big secondary 4 student.
But....
I'M STILL LATE FOR SCHOOL ON THE FIRST DAY. NVM.

Got back to class, on the top level. FOURTH floooooooor!
HEH. No lessons today only admin stuffs and I got caught for my beautiful hair color today!
WTF i didn't even highlight my hair yet MISS TAN said I highlighted it -_-
After school headed to TM with baby to get my stantionaries and settled our emptystomach @ PASTAMANIA. Yummm.
Headed to Courts and Best to hunt for MP4players as I wanna get one ASAP. Is Zen goooodah? I wanna get that, only 199. Cheap but i dont like the design argh!!!

Baby went home w me and he helped me dye my colorful hair. Now its JET BLACK. LOVE ME PLS MISS TAN. Ate dinner and off baby went.

Tmr I'm gonna have my moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. But its gonna fly away before I even notice it! So many things to pay for! HEHEHHEHHH!

O levels are approaching. I must study hard. Mind fuck myself that studies is gooodah!
But BABY IS BETTER OFCOS! MWAHHHH
This week is totally busy for me ahzz, Temasek Poly and Ngee Ann Poly to visit. But I'm giving Ngee Ann Poly a miss as I've a date w sis and sis-in-law and Baby to WILDWILDWETTT!

Hmmmm, Oversea camp is just next week only pls. 13, 14, 15!!! I'm gonna give it a miss. Its gonna kill me to not contact Baby for 3 days. Furthermore, its our anniversary!! God bless me that I do not have to pay the full amount of 220bux.
Okkk, lessons are starting tmr. Time to buck up, no more daydreamings!!!!!!


Baby love you!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

My pay after working for 19 days :DDDD

Welcome 2010 ( ok i know i'm a little late, today's alr the 2nd!)


I seriously miss 2009 althought it just ended a few days back. And my working days where I had got to learn so many things. Boring, but still its an experience gained.
But still, the best was making a sale and getting so happy over it! With good sales = good commission.
And leaving work with my dearest boyfriend that came all way to fetch me. Not forgetting having long bus rides from Suntec to Tampines .... Hmmm

Baby is going to collect his results soon.. And I really don't want him to go RP. BABY SEE THIS??
I'm afraid you're gonna change after school starts. Like what my sis said, a person will change in a different environment.. I hope you won't and I know you won't....
Well, I guess me and baby have gone through alot, 11 months coming soon... Time seemed to pass so fast. It was like just yesterday we just met on bus, watching movie and walking to the Esplanade. REMEMBER???
I love you, from the bottom of my heart.